Thursday, May 20, 2010
was your hair really once black like a bird?
Finn plays with my grandmother's hands whenever he is with her.
He takes her hand and within moments he is pulling her nearly 90 year old skin from her like elastic bands.
He rolls her dark blue veins that lie like wet rope against the speckled white skin.
She shakes him off and raises the back of his thin t-shirt to scratch his back.
He is my child.
He loves to be patted or tickled or touched.
He will sit submissive for a few moments but then he is again at her looking like a small microscope at all of her oddities:
her brown flaky bits and bobs
her constant bruising
her general translucency
It is as if he may see right through her skin if he squints hard enough.
He pulls at her white thin hair and says:
Old granny was your hair really once black like a bird
Yes dear the darkest hair in the hollow
Granny were you once a little girl
And it goes on like this long enough that every single time
I wished I had a microphone to make this history real and frozen.
And her hands.
They are so foreign looking to all of us because they have been around the sun so many times.
I wonder what all they have done.
Lately I am most fascinated by her penmanship and pies they produce.
And of course the way they calm down the generations of us.
He begins again.
And Granny stretches her long fingers
out against the cool of the laminate kitchen table and smiles.
(wrote this last night at my every three week writing group that I love. I love that we are starting to become a group that just might make the world a more magical place)
photo via we heart it