I had a dream about him last night that I can't shake.
It was a strange dream but all day long I am plotting his seduction.
I am married to the sexiest man. I really shouldn't advertise it because you will want to steal him but there is no lack of steamy in my house. I have thousands of hot memories on loop in my mind.
I am a DJ of love and lust and luck. It's gorgeous being in his arms. It's safe and it's like a goddamn poem.
But I have to go back and sample and mix and loop these memories too.
I have to catch myself from going too far into the seedy side of life.
I have to pull myself out of the murk of motherhood and work.
I have to tell my husband that I want him more.
I have to open my soft mouth and tell him all of the things he wants to hear.
because no one can read my mind
I need to bite my bottom lip more. I need to be alive right now.
We must not stop working on this thing called love.
Lust powers the whole shebang and we have to feed the fire.
We have to burn like tigers.
I always want him. I do. I could be like Yoko Ono and John Lennon and just stay in bed all day with Joe. Yet, lately I just deflate over the course of the day into a person who wants to sleep.
Damn you work. Damn you hard hot days of people and pressures.
I just want to sleep.
Alone in the only room of my own that I have.
Sinking into the ether of peace.
The only place where no one needs me or expects things of me.
It sounds terrible and crazy but sleep is my lover lately.
Sleep is my sexy lover and I need to break it off.
I can't stop thinking of his wicked grin.
The corner of his mouth that I want to crawl inside of and settle.
His hands come to me and I am instantly transformed into the woman that I want to be.
It's like when he touches me- Leonard Cohen's "Hallelujah" bursts from my skin
and fills the room and it is light and wet and shining.
It is.
What do you love about the one you love?
How do you sleep less and live more?
What are your best seduction tips?
{Mine are saying yes to science fiction/expensive beer/back rubs/food that cooks all day/boobs}
Ain't love grand?
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7 comments:
Aw, I love you and your love, Amy. Sleeping less and loving more is a great way to refocus a marriage.
i've been thinking a lot about this. my friend read some drivel lately about how sex is just about male aggression and conquest and leaves the woman a torn battlefield or something. she told me she agrees, which broke my heart. i'm glad to read such a beautiful post....to see that someone agrees with me that seduction keeps loves and marriages alive and full of light and love. (my best tool right now is pregnancy boobs, haha).
Hey - I am definitely delighted to find this. Good job!
I need more of this in my life. More focus on it. More passion. More seduction. More poetry of bodies!
GIRL!!!! You were telling the truth, huh?!?!? I love this post. Sadly, I doubt any of this will be going on:(
I WISH! Well, I guess it could. Okay, I'll try it;)
I heart you and I'm glad I now "know" you!!!! See ya tomorrow!
This is hot, mama! Damn, I miss feeling like this.
I needed some steam this morning. When my husband gets back into town watch out.....
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