Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Today is a day like no other and just like all the days.



His smell is intoxicating.
His sounds are ridiculous and like tiny little baby birds in an afternoon nap years ago.


We are all fragile.
It starts with the wide anterior fontanel and when that closes a small part of our chest wall must open and let our backheart peek out a bit.

I know what a heart is.
It is the muscular rhythmic organ that keeps us here, but it also has a back part to it I am sure.

A part way behind the chambers that holds our pain and our passion.
Why else would it hurt so much inside of there?

I feel like this baby came from my backheart- not my womb.
He came from this place that feels love like brilliant dynamite.
Like brilliant dynamite that just rocked my whole flipping world.

Someday I will surely recall this day in my life and I won't forget the people in the scene of now- the gorgeous boys at the table, grandma in the kitchen, my love, my baby here settled in my lap.

all of it.
all of it.

brilliant
dynamite

17 comments:

Sizzle said...

Beautiful. So happy for you.

Schmutzie said...

Sweet.

tarable said...

As if this hormonal pregnant chick needed another reason to cry...

So beautiful. I can't wait to have one of my own!

erin said...

Oh Amy, you are so lucky to be able to put into words the amazing feelings of motherhood. I hope to see him in person soon.

ingrid said...

gorgeous.

ingrid said...

gorgeous.

Rachel (Hounds in the Kitchen) said...

Soak it all in, Amy. Thanks for taking a few moments to share your joy with the rest of us.

whoorl said...

Oh, this resonates with me so very hard right now. Love him. Love you!

Headless Mom said...

You're so damn good at this.

xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxox

K said...

Just beautiful.

ChefDruck said...

You are dynamite too Amy. Enjoy these sweet moments of babymoon. Glad your grandma is with you and in the kitchen.

Sarah, Goon Squad Sarah said...

Beautiful.

Laurie said...

You are so beautiful in so many ways. I'm so happy for you.

Gabrielle of Design Mom said...

OOOOHHH! Just saw the news and am marveling at the gorgeousness that is Scout!!!

So completely happy for you, Amy.

Your words in this post are so perfect!

molly said...

you are amazing. as is this life. this baby. all of it.

xo.

Liz@thisfullhouse said...

This post makes me happy and sad at the same time. Congratulations and thanks for sharing those sweet baby chirping moments!!!

Rachel said...

oh. OH.

yes.

<3

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